Sometimes, when i listen hard enough, i hear my heart beat.
I hear a heart that beats for that future. That future i will inherit
This same tongue that i used to ruin lives, lets use it to build lives instead
Death is peaceful, simple. Like sleeping. Death will be the simplest and happiest thing i will ever do
Because to live is more painful
Too damn painful to live
1:08 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
I need to reformat this shitty laptop. Finally got windows 7 =] yay yay! Left for dead 2 wil be coming tomoro!! =] love it!
So then, stayover and l4d overnight. Played expert and finally we completed a campaign at expert level! wooots ! =]
bleahs, updates soon! =]
4:38 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
You know? Im really starting to get pissed off?! First things first, i hate it when people stick to me like some parasite! You keep telling people how rich you are and how many friends you have? Prove it!
Even i dun have much friends yet i never like to stick to anybody at all! Worse thing? You are a GUY!! Whats your problem seriously? DO you see me sticking to a particular person?
Well, lets talk about the lighter side, if you wanna follow, its best you learn when to talk and when not to talk? And yes, dun fucking touch me when i say it once. Coz its plain irritating. Its okay to try to be funny with me, but watch those limits.
Whatever man! And yes Tay Ai jie, im still waiting for you to send me those damn fotos.!
1:03 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Im still waiting for that woman to send me those photos. So meanwhile, some stupid videos
9:18 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Figures i should just do some update before this goes dead. While pictures will most probably be posted after AJ comes back from her *gives urgh face* chalet. Which will most probably be tonight or tomoro?
So then, out with Aj Xq and Jr yesterday. Met up with Ling for a while after that. Chatted bla bla bla boring boring boring. AFter hui2 ended work i went off.
So was walking home when Heidi called. AT FREAKING 12AM SHE CALLED!!!!?!?!?! Said she was bored out of her farking brains ? So yeaaa, so i went over to her house and chatted and drank quite a bit. Seems that both of us are so damn troubled =[ Drank drank drank chat chat chat. Got myself knocked out at *hell would i know what time??* So slept over at her house bla bla and went home at morning and slept till 1pm?
So then, i've just been thinking. They say time heals all wounds. Then i say time is going by too slowly. Its been months. But i still spend most of my time missing you. Things we did before, the kind of brother you had been But if it wasnt for you, i would have been left to struggle for survival now I always thought breaking up with a girl i loved was painful But i realised losing a brother to another world was hell I realised not a girl in the world can ever make my heart smile Yet a brother like you made my life shine
-"Girls? They are always a constant source of pain with a little percentage of joy!"
yeah bro, i totally agree with you. I'll see you soon on the other side
12:58 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
No girls = more income
Lesser girls = more income
more girls = no income
Rich me = single me
Poor me = attached me
I love maths! I love being rich!
1:20 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Back from outing with Huiling, cheryl and evo and co. Back at around1230am, only to recieve a call from Kai that he's coming over to pass me some stuff, so while waiting for that crazy dude i should just blog =[
I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!! I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND!!!
I will change myself, change myself to be a better man!!
No more vulgaritities! I shall cut down on vulgarities!! I'm gonna be more ANG MOH PAI NOW!
Next, im gonna work hard and study hard!! No more fooling around with school work!! No more trash talking with lecturers!!
No more fooling around with friends!!
No more fooling around with girls/girl? hmmm, how should i put this? Lets just say, no more romantic stuff for me!! yeaaaappsss! Im living a happy single life fooling around everyday =] so yeaps! This shall stay the way i like it!
Nathan shall be a good boy starting from 12/11/09! yay yay yay! imma good little boy! *inserts naturally cute puppy eyes*
